sometimes, its hard putting into words everything you want to say especially when you’re angry. been typing and deleting everything for the past 15 minutes. so many things to say yet i dont know where to begin with.. let me see..

wondering what really happened huh? ok, i’ll tell you what happened…

well, i was on my usual happy mood when my dad’s so-called friend came to get his "monthly allowance". i wont explain the details why he have this allowance ok.. maybe next time… anyways, so i gave him the money, hoping that he’d leave, so i could read my emails… or so i thought. so he started to ask questions…how’s the business? my parents? my daughter? and then,… he asked me… HOW’S REYMAR? My God! as if he doesnt know! hello? so i told him that i think he is fine, and happy. and i also told him that I AM HAPPY too. and he gave me that LOOK! what look?,  you might ask… nakakaloko na nang iinis! that LOOK! hey, dont get me wrong ok? i’m not being ungrateful. basta! Grrrrrr!!!!

Kuya Edsel once told me not to mind these kind of people. But , as much as i wanted to ignore them… i couldnt! one time, a relative told me that the reason why i didnt "fight" for this marriage was because "manlalaki" ako.. ( yup! she used the exact term!) and others ( mostly relatives ) think that i want to attract guy’s attention  by wearing tight fitting shirt!!!  Hay!!! Oh well! thats the reason why i stopped attending family gatherings…( Ooopps! but before i did that, i, once and for all, told them that things happen for a reason, that we did our best to make this marriage worked but…,  that he is happy with his new girl, that they’re getting married this month, that i’m totally ok with it, and finally, i told them to mind their own business.. hehe)

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Kung iisipin natin lahat ng sasabihin ng ibang tao, we would never be happy. Just like what Stephen said on his blog, even if you tried everything to please everyone, may makikita’t makikita pa rin silang mali… So, to hell with them! Do whatever makes you happy! As long na wala ka naaagrabyadong tao.And that my friend, is what I am doing!